Friday, 28 May 2010

a walk to remember

  May 28th, 3am... here I am watching 'A Walk to Remember', wiping my tears and boogers. 
It is a love film came out in 2002, the story is basically about an innocent girl and school star/bad guy falls in love but he finds out that the girl has a cancer and won't live too long, bla bla bla...... it's like stereotype classic love film and story built up really slowly. Many people find it as a boring film but it has been my favorite all life time and I think I have watch it for more than 10times.
  I really like it because it reminds me of first love like how juvenile I was and give me a hope to believe in a true love. I can't tell the detail of what the boy did to his girl friend but what he did all was to make her happy without any expectation. I personally think you do more stuff like that when you are in teenager/younger. Like its almost silly things when you get mature as you know what you are doing and you can't just do whatever your heart says as you realize that you gotta behave, think before you do, scared of regret, and all this adult' shit.  
  ah... I am not being nostalgic but I remember how I felt when I had a crush, it was like your heart was beating way too much that you started to panic that you thought everybody could hear it whenever he passed by. oh also I used to write little ambitions in note everyday like 'I gotta say hi to him today', or 'Make him remember my name', 'ask him what his favorite color is' mini-stalking lol  

 And when you start dating, you start thinking when will he kiss you. I was thinking about it when I went to a cinema date. Couldn't participate on the film or whatsoever! oh oh... how can I describe this? you feel like butterflies are keep growing and flying around in your tummy when you see him more? 

ahhh I am going to stop writing now. its 3:30am and I need to sleep!  

Thursday, 27 May 2010

nose pierced

good 'ouchy' :) I am very very happy after I done it. I really wanted it so bad since spring and I gave myself little present for finishing final major project :) 

Thursday, 20 May 2010

speechless by veronica

I think spring and summer make me girly :)

Wednesday, 19 May 2010

some few images of my FMP

**without any photoshop edit. 

Think these 18images tell the story of these two adolescent girls. 
I am quiet happy withwhat I produced for final major project. I put my heart in the work and it shows my devotion and passion of the work.....meow...!

how can I not love you

watched Anna and The King. 
It was quiet good movie :) Won't tell you the story unless you watch it. 
I liked the ending song. its so cheeesyyyyyyyyy like double cheese with cream on top.
I guess I am a cheesy girl...?

Saturday, 8 May 2010


I am dying with college work.... haven't seen any tutors for my work and I am feeling guilty...

anw these are one of the work without any retouching photo shop. medium format, hassleblad.
I got few images developed n' scanned. still haven't decide which pics to choose....mmmm
Thank you so much PouPou for being a great assistant and help! much appreciate.... :> 

Monday, 3 May 2010

Orla Kiely AW09 Lookbook Film


Nunhead cemetery shoot

I used Hassleblad medium format for FMP project. 
Had shoot on 1st of May and PouPou helped me out. thank you so much, you are great assistant :) 
It was fun but it was raining and wasn't lucky for the shoot.....

I couldn't stretch my right side arm after the shoot...I had really bad pain and started to think that I might got cursed for shooting at the cemetery...but don't be silly... I guess I just had a temporary muscle-ache.....

thank you Pou Pou, Enya, Pipe, Tora, Jun and JB for the shoot <3 without you guys, I won't be able to do amazing shoot :)

Olivia inspi' Reira(trapnest) Nana - A Little Pain

Olivia inspi' Reira(trapnest) Nana - A Little Pain

inspirational music video for my FMP. 
*Gothic, lolita-ish, roses, spider nets, thorns, dead plants, pale skin, baby colours.